Thats that
Today started shitty and will most likely end that way too. Well, it was Blair's birthday and that was great:) Beside the fact that i went to every gas station from my house to school and i couldn't find one damn thing of flowers for her...it's ok tho, i'm giving her some tonight at Sonny's. School wasn't bad or anything, my Baby Girl Sarah(BGS) bought me some badass white flip-flops like the ones i lost so i'm happy:) But then when i got in the car with my mother after school she had that bitchy look on her face she gets when she thinks she's caught me in the middle of something. She starts pulling a psycho bitch on my ass about Saturday night...she thinks im lying to her, which in a way i am, but she still wasn't even on the right track. She kept asking why there was so much sand in my pockets if i wasn't at the beach for longer then 5 mins, i told her i had no idea and that she needed to stop falsely accusing me of things before she actually gave me a reason to go out and do them. I told her that she had no life and that's why she sits at home all day thinking up her weirdo scenarios that she tries to catch me in. I also told her i feel so bad for Brett after i leave(i'm kind of the one that gets all the shit now in this house)I told her that he is gonna turn out to be one hell of a kid if she keeps it up the way she does. He already doesn't trust her with things, and that's not so hot when a 13 year old doesn't even trust you. Sometimes i miss the way things used to be when i didn't hate to go home, when i wasn't constantly covering my ass and trying to avoid my family at all costs. But then you realize that that's just the way life goes and afterall, i will be out of here in less then 2 years anyway...until then howver, me and my mother are on a need to know basis only...i tell her who i'm with and where i am and that will be that from now on. ~later kids...