Its coming to an end...
Well, as of January 1st, 2006, I will be deleting my LiveJournal. I see no reason for it anymore, as I've decided to completely ignore it.
I will also be ignoring my Xanga, my MySpace, my Hi5, and any sort of website that has to do with communicating with others. I feel like basically withdrawing myself from the social community as of January because I'm looking forward to starting anew as I enter college, getting away from this sadistic lifestyle and moving on to a lifestyle that has rules, but at the same time, I can control.
Its that and I don't want people knowing my business or thoughts anymore. These sites give me the excuse to explain my life to everyone and in reality, I don't need to explain my actions as long as I know why I'm doing it. My New Year's Resolution is to do things that people won't expect me to do, to be someone people don't expect me to be, and to finally and safely speak my mind without THINKING OF WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF ME. This is my life, a life I want to live, and as my mind creates this personal world of mine, it will eventually be a life I will be living.
So, for those who disagree with my sudden thoughts, I don't really need your opinion. If I lose you in the process, I'm sorry, but I'm moving on and you were in my life at that time for a reason. That means, I won't forget how you've molded me, but I won't regret losing you in my life.
Harsh? Indeed. I bring PAIN, remember?
I will also be ignoring my Xanga, my MySpace, my Hi5, and any sort of website that has to do with communicating with others. I feel like basically withdrawing myself from the social community as of January because I'm looking forward to starting anew as I enter college, getting away from this sadistic lifestyle and moving on to a lifestyle that has rules, but at the same time, I can control.
Its that and I don't want people knowing my business or thoughts anymore. These sites give me the excuse to explain my life to everyone and in reality, I don't need to explain my actions as long as I know why I'm doing it. My New Year's Resolution is to do things that people won't expect me to do, to be someone people don't expect me to be, and to finally and safely speak my mind without THINKING OF WHAT OTHERS MAY THINK OF ME. This is my life, a life I want to live, and as my mind creates this personal world of mine, it will eventually be a life I will be living.
So, for those who disagree with my sudden thoughts, I don't really need your opinion. If I lose you in the process, I'm sorry, but I'm moving on and you were in my life at that time for a reason. That means, I won't forget how you've molded me, but I won't regret losing you in my life.
Harsh? Indeed. I bring PAIN, remember?