BRUCE!
Well it's been about two months sense bruce asked me to marry him and well i couldn't be more happy. i mean i love him more than anything in the whole world. it's like i can sit in my room and think about our future together and get all giddie and think about how great it's going to be when we have children and then i think about money and the wedding and whats going to happen next and how where going to get all this extra money and how we need to get on top of that right now. but i know more than anything that i love him and thats all i really need is him. i thought about putting it off for another year but i don't want to i want to be married to him now.i just wish we could find like this huge amount of money in our bank accounts and it be right and true and not a mistake. that would GREAT. i don;t think that i'm going to invit any of my dads side. it's all going to be his fault he dosen't want to talk to me or even try to think about it. i hope he's having nightmares and thats why he's not saying anything to me. i mean i've written to him i think five times now and not once has he written back. that tells me that my thoughts of him we're right, he's a no good piece of shit. sorry but thats how i feel. i think thats going to be all for now. i love you bruce. bi