I am a losEr

[pain_is_bliss]

lyrics from the song "woke up this morning" (there not the full lyrics)

Now I know why I hide my love from you some days
No I don't mind keeping this bottled inside me
You came along and tore this wall down around me
Looks like you found me, now I know why
I felt like shit when I woke up this morning

I've been a loser all my life I'm not about to change
If you don't like it, there's the door nobody made you stay
There ain't a woman on the planet who can deal with it
Just how I wanted it I'm hating all of this

Well I'm hating, All of this, I'm hating,
All of this, All of this, All of this

- nickle back

" i dont know how i keep on doing this 2 ppl and my self ... i make my self think and believe that i am nothing but a natural born losEr and because of it, nothing good ever come from it.. its like when im happy, i have to destroy it. i cant see my self happy anymore, no matter how much i want to be . its like it wouldn't be me if i was. i am who i am because im so deprEss but i dont show it till i can fully trust you (if i knew u in person), here online dosn't really matter. but no lyrics comfort me more than "i been a losEr all my life and i am not about to change" nothing more can describe me the best "