and why let all of this leave me bitter?

[pain_in_myheart]

School was ok. 7th hour was GREAT. except.. i feel kinda sick now.. Do any of you?! I have no idea what im doing tonight.. but i hope amanda calls me.. cause i wanna get out laterrr tonight. ;] lets hope i dont fall asleep early.. or atleast that i answer the phone if it rings while im sleeping. That whole kenny thing.. its officially over.. i mean it was over.. but now.. its done with. Im done sitting around.. and.. I dont know. Im just OVER IT. I still love him..i dont think he ever loved me to begin with. which really hurts but im sure thats it.I just need to let him go. I need to move on.. and thats what im doing Truth is.. Im happy...and HE makes me very happy =]♥ Theres absolutly no way im ready for a relationship though. Its just.. the way i feel. Can anyone blame me?!!! Hope not. I dont know what else to say.. But. Pray for Kristens Grandpa I Love You Kristen I am so sorry. Im here for you if you need me. MWAHH.

♥angela!

you live with all your faults..