lets see.....

[pain_and_hate]

well today im goin out to mi parents house to watch my little bro play his first football match for the year and then im stayin the night there and goin shoppin with them the next mornin and returnin tomoz afternoon......so this is goin to be interestin to see how things turn out......ant is happy cause he gets a night with the bed him self........lolzzz........but i kknow he would miss mi beside him....( i hope)...llolzzzz.....nar its all kooli hope things between mi parents and i go fine......who knows how things are goin to go........i hope i dont get bored out there...ill have to make sure i keep mi self busy and doin sumthink as well......mmm.....well see at least it gives mi and ant a break away from each otha 4 the night........and when i come bak thjings will just go bak to normal......well mi grandmar sould be pickin mi up any min now to take mi down sanctaury point........its feels werid goin bak even through its only 1 night.......its still reminds mi off everything i went through when i was there...the last time was down there stayin some nights was when ant was with mi.......but know im by mi self and thats y i hope everything goes well....besides if it doesnt ant and martin are only a phone call away and they well come help mi if there is any prob's which im guessin wont be ........ i hope......lolzzz.......

mwah xoxo