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well.. today was fine.. but during the englsih exam mrs hasses thought i was cheating.. (which i wasnt) so she moved me!! but then geometry, so easy.. cuz mr horan doesnt care if we cheat.. so we all did! hehe it was fun!! then after school i went by mrs rod. room and after all that make up work i still have a 64......UGH!!! i dont know what to do..she said she still has some grades to put it.. but still.. ugh! i guess since i dont have a full schedule next year, ill take it then, IF i fail! ha, then laura picked me up.. and im walking to the car, and KIRBY AND KRIMM walk up.. okay i NEVER talk to either of them.. and it really pisses me off that ppl in my grade come up to the car to talk to my older sister.. uhg, it pisses me off, but krimm was nice enough to say hi and then kirby did too.. but i dunno, there i am.. sitting listening to them flirt with her.. and she is WAY to old for them (mainly just talking about kirby) and she hates him.. so it just REALLY pisses me off that they do that, and dont evn talk to me.. i guess some ppl wont understand.. but i dunno, u might just have to have been in the same position... ahhh,
ANYWAYs, then me and laura went to richland college to pick up a book there for her to do summer school, then we went to subway and i ate and then to castle gap to look for a earing didnt find one so went to lalobe.. and across in like a barbor shop there were like...6 little 7 yr old looking boys and they were all like "skatter/punk" boys, and one of them was getting a mowhawk.. and they were REALLY funny!@ hahah me and laura watched! then we went to logos and came home and then me and my mom went to woodrow to drop of something for the sweetheart thing and then went to go get ross and he came here, and we just watched TV for a while.. played basketball then ate dinner with the fam. then he sorta helped me study.. lol then him and adam played basketball but i had to study.. i felt like a little loser.. then he left to go to his boyfriends house.. (garrett for those who dont know who im talking aobut) then i watched TV and now im here...
so yea.. we were talking and he keeps saying he is REALLY excited about this weekend.. and so am i, but he doesnt think i am.. but i TOTALLY am, it will be a blast!! BUT im really afraid that his sisters wont like me.. and i really want them too....hm.. laura says to just be myself.. but im scared they think im a werid-o! haha oh well.. i guess they wuill just have to know i am a odd ball! HA
so... i have some werid feelings going on.. and i feel like without ross and my sister.. i dont have anyfriends, and yea, they are all i need, but now karen is here so laura will be with her, and ross sometimes is with gar.. and i dont have anyone.. and this isnt like "feel sorry for me" its just a fact, and i have friends at school, .. dont leave a commetn saying i love u paige.. cuz its just differnt.. I DONT KNOW! grr!!
ANYWAYs, then me and laura went to richland college to pick up a book there for her to do summer school, then we went to subway and i ate and then to castle gap to look for a earing didnt find one so went to lalobe.. and across in like a barbor shop there were like...6 little 7 yr old looking boys and they were all like "skatter/punk" boys, and one of them was getting a mowhawk.. and they were REALLY funny!@ hahah me and laura watched! then we went to logos and came home and then me and my mom went to woodrow to drop of something for the sweetheart thing and then went to go get ross and he came here, and we just watched TV for a while.. played basketball then ate dinner with the fam. then he sorta helped me study.. lol then him and adam played basketball but i had to study.. i felt like a little loser.. then he left to go to his boyfriends house.. (garrett for those who dont know who im talking aobut) then i watched TV and now im here...
so yea.. we were talking and he keeps saying he is REALLY excited about this weekend.. and so am i, but he doesnt think i am.. but i TOTALLY am, it will be a blast!! BUT im really afraid that his sisters wont like me.. and i really want them too....hm.. laura says to just be myself.. but im scared they think im a werid-o! haha oh well.. i guess they wuill just have to know i am a odd ball! HA
so... i have some werid feelings going on.. and i feel like without ross and my sister.. i dont have anyfriends, and yea, they are all i need, but now karen is here so laura will be with her, and ross sometimes is with gar.. and i dont have anyone.. and this isnt like "feel sorry for me" its just a fact, and i have friends at school, .. dont leave a commetn saying i love u paige.. cuz its just differnt.. I DONT KNOW! grr!!