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[paigel76]

i feel so
confined
i havent been able to write anything decent
in such a l o n g time
no matter what words i use
nothing seems to come out the way i want it to
i feel so
deprived
of my passion
of what makes me happy
of the one thing that makes me feel
like my voice actually matters
amoungst a sea of peers so superior
to myself
maybe i could carry a journal
everywhere i go
just in case i feel the sudden desire
to b r e a t h e my words
which i feel will never come back
everything feels so lifeless
so insignificant
i feel like nothing is alright anymore
and everything will just remain this way
until my words
and my voice
come back to me