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this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:34:40 PM): i want to just tell them
this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:35:38 PM): i want to tell my dad that he isnt mr.perfect dad anymore and that i think he is a flake and a liar who cant keep a promise who cant follow through on anything he starts and cant be honest with me about anything
this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:36:18 PM): and that he disappoints me time and time again bc he keeps trying to feed my empty promises and things that ik he will never accomplish
this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:39:23 PM): and i want to tell my mom that im disappointed with how all she does is complain about this house but yet she does absoltely nothign to change it. i want to tell her to stop trying to map out my future for me bc i obviously dont kno where im headed and she cant make these decision for me and she cant force the schools that she wants upon me. i want to tell her that im angry that she doesnt care that mike is going to grow up to be a stupid jerk who take 4 minutes to read one page of a book bc she never enforced his reading. i used to have to read every single night and mike hasnt picked up a book in 3 weeks. and that was after he made a promise to me that he would read a book w/ me and mom even bought him a wii game as bribery but now he has stopped reading but of course he still is keeping his video game bc my mom has become a complete flake as a figure of power in my house
this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:41:22 PM): and i want to tell michael that i think he is a worthless piece of shit. that im frustrated with the fact that he cant do anything for himself. he cant cut his own food or make his own oatmeal or clean up his own plate or do his own homework! mom practically does it all for him! i want to tell him that he is screwed for life because he is just so goddamn lazy that all he does is play his stupid video games for hours at a time nad that my stupid parents arent doing shit about it. its ok for him to fail school bc he is athletic he has something to fall back on but if i dont have a 95 overall average they somehow become disappointed in me!
this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:41:49 PM): wow
this is 4 l0ve 7 (9:41:53 PM): i had a lot to sya
ak47 8391 (9:41:56 PM): yea
ak47 8391 (9:41:57 PM): u did