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Oct 12, 2005 01:37

Well today was just fucking fantastic. Kevin fucking commented in my shit a thousand times. Why the fuck does he even read my shit. Uhh, we despise eachother. Either he is fucking obsessed with what Jessica && I are doing or he's keeping tabs on Jess while he is in Virginia fucking kissing some dirty skank. Yeah, like he is in the right. Personally, I'm tired of Jessica && Kevins shit. I'm not in their 'relationship' so why do I get dragged into the middle of it. I'm going about my own business then Kevin starts bitching at me. && all he can do is say that the Army sucks.
Marines: A branch of Military
Army: A branch of Military
See, I'm joining the Army to defend freedom. Kevin joined the Marines to get attention. All he did was tell people he was joining the Marines so people would tell him "No, don't go. I don't want you to be killed". I keep my shit to myself. I'm not trying to make myself into a war hero. He goes over there to intentionally kill. That's sick. He is fucking Bi-polar && a stalker. All he does is read our shit. Yeah, SOMEONE needs to get a life!

Then to top that off, Ryan && I were talking on the phone && tonight he was being unusually quite. Normally he's talkative. I assumed he was busy or not interested in talking on the phone so I said "I don't know why you requested me to call if your not going to talk" && he went off! He said "I use to have a problem about not talking". So he thinks I was making fun of this 'problem' he had. So then he proceeds to tell me he is siding with Stuart about me being a child molester. Then he tries to justify what he said! Fuck that! He doesn't know I was molested as a child! How dare you call someone that hateful name! Elliot was 14 && I was 16 when we had sexual relations. Ok, I realize this is a bit wrong but the ONLY reason I did ANYTHING with im is because I felt guilty! He liked me so much && I felt obligated to do stuff with him. Everyone knew I disliked him. So yeah. Well, I'm done talking. Bye. Still got that snow?

Here's my kiss to betray
desperate to brush the lips of grace
do you feel hollow when you think of how I lied
Hey unfaithful
I will teach you to be stronger
Hey ungraceful
I will teach you to forgive one another
Hey unloving I will love you...
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