Now Get Off Of My Side of The State!

Jun 05, 2006 02:06

thirsty aj: i don't know chris so i can't speak for him
sugarz21: chris is a great guy, he just makes stupid decisions. He's a nice guy and a good guy, he just didn't know what he wanted. He still was hung up on his ex, which I understood more than he knew, and i can't fault him for it. He was honest about it. We still talk.
thisrty aj: i make stupid decisions, too. everyday
sugarz21: no, anthony, YOU are a moron.

imagine my surprise when I got that email from him. And I did a very good job, tonight. I told him that if he came looking for absolution for his guilty consience, he wouldn't find it with me. I could put space and time between what happened, but I would never be okay with it. He said he understood and he apologized over and over for hurting me. He said he knew I was unhappy and he hated that he made me that way. As much as I wanted to tell him not to give himself so much credit... I think that's one byline he deserves. But I did not crumble and I did not falter and I showed him no signs of being weak. But I am so glad I won't have to run into him anymore, and I will not talk to him again unless he contacts me (which he said he would like to do, he was glad we talked, and he's so sorry for everything.)

"Truce" ~The Dresden Dolls

You can have washington i'll take new jersey
You can have london but i want new york city

I should get providence i've got a job now
Los angeles - obvious - that's where you belong now

You can have africa asia australia
As long as you keep your hands off cafe pamplona

We can split germany right down the middle
You'd hate it there anyway
Take berlin and well call it even

You can take all of the carry-on baggage
I'll trade the saskia jokes for the alphabet language

And special occasions we'll split between parents
Who forced us to hate them on alternating weekends

You call it over and i call you psycho
Significant other?
Just say we were lovers and we'll call it even
We'll call it even

I am the ground zero ex-friend you ordered
Disgused as a hero to get past your borders
I know when i'm wanted i'll leave when you ask me to
Mind my own business and speak when i'm spoken to

I am the tower around which you orbited
I am not proud i am just taking orders
I fall to the groud within moments of impact
I hit back if hit
And attack if attacked

You get route 2 between concord and lexington
I want mass ave from the sqaure to my apartment

And if we should meet through some misunderstanding
Ill be very sweet very patient and forgiving
(now get off my side of the state)

And if we should meet one another in passing
Despite these techniques there is sometimes no avoiding
(there must be some kind of mistake)

We'll raise high our white flags and say hi and shake hands
Declaring the land we're on unamerican
We'll call it even

I am the tower around which you orbited
I am not proud i am just taking orders
I fall to the groud within moments of impact
I hit back if hit
And attack if attacked

I am an accident waiting to happen
I'm laughing like mad while you strangle the captain
My place may be taken, but make no mistake
From a little black black box i can say without shame
That you've lost
Do you know what you've lost?

So take whatever you'd like
I'll strike like the States on fire
You won't sleep very tight
No hiding
No safe covers
Make your bed and now lie
Just like you always do
You can fake it for the papers but i'm on to you....
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