A Wasted Life Reliving Yesterday
Here is a list of the things I hate right now:
1. All my friends are happy and I'm not. Except a couple of them, and I feel guilty for being happier, even if it's not much happier.
2. I walked to math class this morning and remembered this list sitting on my desk my move-in day at the dorm of the top 10 things you have to do before leaving CSU. One was getting kissed in the oval, any time of the year. I truly feel as if I will leave CSU and have accomplished nothing but academics.
3. self-pity, but it's not stopping me
4. having no money, fucking money. I hate it so much.
5. never getting anything on facebook
6. being a wuss and not being able to talk to Eddy Boyfriend, even though I really, really want to. I just don't know what to say.
7. Not being good enough for Jordan, Anthony or Chris. Or, I guess, not being Jenn, Anna/Laura, or Renee.
8. My ipod battery is dead. I forgot to charge it last night
9. Wanting another tattoo. Again, no money.
10. The sinus infection that WILL.NOT.DIE
1. All my friends are happy and I'm not. Except a couple of them, and I feel guilty for being happier, even if it's not much happier.
2. I walked to math class this morning and remembered this list sitting on my desk my move-in day at the dorm of the top 10 things you have to do before leaving CSU. One was getting kissed in the oval, any time of the year. I truly feel as if I will leave CSU and have accomplished nothing but academics.
3. self-pity, but it's not stopping me
4. having no money, fucking money. I hate it so much.
5. never getting anything on facebook
6. being a wuss and not being able to talk to Eddy Boyfriend, even though I really, really want to. I just don't know what to say.
7. Not being good enough for Jordan, Anthony or Chris. Or, I guess, not being Jenn, Anna/Laura, or Renee.
8. My ipod battery is dead. I forgot to charge it last night
9. Wanting another tattoo. Again, no money.
10. The sinus infection that WILL.NOT.DIE