Almost 2 weeks back home and things are not going well
She throws her cellphone across her bedroom, the clatter as it smashes doesn't even bother her, because if she can't call him (which she can't, she's tried at least 20 times, never getting anything other than a 'number not in service,' message), it's useless anyway. She never really had much of an idea what she going to say if she ever did though, she'd not thought that far ahead, she just wanted to hear his voice really, maybe apologise for not waking him when she left or tell him she loves him. But the number isn't working so she can't do any of those things.
Maybe this is better, she tells herself, because if she hears his voice she'll have to tell him that she's trapped here. That however she got back to San Francisco isn't working the other way round, because she's tried, she's even begged the Elders to send her back. Now she has to hope there's something in Book of Shadows, because it's her last hope. If there's nothing there that's it, and she refuses to believe that.
Maybe this is better, she tells herself, because if she hears his voice she'll have to tell him that she's trapped here. That however she got back to San Francisco isn't working the other way round, because she's tried, she's even begged the Elders to send her back. Now she has to hope there's something in Book of Shadows, because it's her last hope. If there's nothing there that's it, and she refuses to believe that.