Mar 15, 2005 16:31
so every 1 who nos me knows that i stopped smokin a looong time ago well i wanna just go home so bad thaT it feels like the only thing that makes it better is getting fucked up so i dont even rwalize that im here and not home so i started smokin agin like b 4 skool n stuff well 2 day sum 1 found my weed n 1 of the people who work on my house said 2 me that i should get detox when i got home n i was like y n he said my parents found my stash (the weard thing is my dad has been playin like nothin happened) i think hes gonna kill me 2 night while im sleepin or sumthin its kinda scary
but its his fault if he woulda left me n naples where i was so happy that i didnt want 2 smoke then this neva wouldda happened
theres a hope n my head thats ben cut out n bleed dry as ur blood shot eyes and theres smoke n the air n its soon to clear reveling out demise and theres sum who say that its a-ok if it makes u feel alright its just way 2 bad that now ur worse then sad all locked up there inside