Prom weekend~
So..... so much has been going on the past 2 weeks of my life. The play is now over~ I enjoyed the break untill like wednesday~ I want to start another play now. wow~ i'm crazy but I love it~ its most deffinatly the thing in my life that makes me the happiest~ I think its in my blood to be on stage and in theater. I'm okay with that i just wish it was an easier field to go into. But life works itself out in strange ways. So the play went really well. so much better saturday night but it seems to work out better that way, going out with a bang! friday was not a good day though. I hate finding stuff out that I didn't know. I just ruins the mood. But i'm sure it was for the best just wish it wouldn't have happend during the show weekend cuz I really had to pull out all the stops with my actting face. But I did my best and it was a good way to see if I could pull it off. I'm over it almost I will be tomorrow hopefully(cross your fingers!)> So the past week has been rough but whatever It is okay to have a rough week. So i ended up going to Prom with D-man. Totally a blast. I'm glad I decided to go. D was a good date. He is one of the sweetest, most gentleman-ly guys I have ever met~ he is so kind. it is great to have a friend like him. Prom was pretty not gorgeous but nice and good enough for jr. prom I guess. With the lights off and the gazeboes lit it was good! so me and D slow dance almost every song together except for the occasional tyler, steve, nat, jeff. But D didn't fast dance at all. it was kinda weird but totally him so it didn't bother me. He was a great date! After prom was freakin sweet!!! totally better than i thought it was going to be. like it was just really well done. me and d hung out the entire time and walked around together and it was cool. America was the sweetest room cuz they dedicated it to molly's mom and dad since they were the ones who invisioned all the stuff in that room it was totally good. I missed them so much. this was the first huge thing they missed. It was hard for me and i can't imagen what it was like for molly. wow.... its so weird like just at the most random times I will think about them and just fight the tears back cuz it just seems like they are on a long vacation but I know they aren't coming back. it sucks...but its going to be okay cuz God has a plan to this maddness and I am glad i get to see it work itself out~ Yeah so, i got home about 5 Am this morning and went to bed and slept till 2:30 got up and got a shower went to help tear down prom. then out to eat with the family it was good we haven't done that in awhile. then came home and slept from 6:15 to 8:15. So i basically am still trying to catch up on sleep. But I will be good tomorrow! I'm ready for a great week ahead with chorus concert wed. which i'm totally looking forward too and should be great! can't wait. and I think thats all I have going on this week which is nice. so who knows. but I'm pumped about the next 13 days of school then VACATION! and SR
LOVE, Peace, and CRABS!
KO