Apr 04, 2005 10:32
last nite was awesome. i haven't had that much fun in a while. yeah im going to the dmv in a little bit. im just bored, oh yeah im getting a lexus either today or tommorow. defiently. cant wait im gonna hook it up and shit. it's like a light gold color, and the interior is straight so i should be happy. finally after all this time, i get my whip. i just need to save enough money to get it registered and what not. the first thing im gonna do is drive to miami and spend the weekend there near south beach. i have it all planned. also in a month or so im moving out to those pinelakes apartments. cant wait. im finally back on my feet and there is no greater feeling, trust me.
i was thinking about it yesterday and i really regreted not being able to go to prom. but i found someone who needs a date. and i couldn't be happier. i mean it's not exactally who i wanted to go with but, paris hilton doesn't return my phone calls. im so happy with all that i have accomplished over the passed month. i mean i do have somethings im not happy about but i'll get over it soon. i hate this feeling of being weak. but whatever, i'll just fix it with my future success. i know im going to look back on this period of my life and be like, wow im so much better than that. and after thinking about it, i remember my place. so i leave you with this;
the man marrys a wife
the wife has the child
the child plays with the dog
the dog chases the cat
the cat chases the mouse
the mouse eats the cheese
but the cheese, the cheese stands alone.
and im the cheese, but its ok i've always known that. ever since highschool i've known that. and i have no problem with it at all. it's just me. sure i have a few "friends" but when im alone im always in good company. and i think i'll just leave it like that. i mean who am i to mess with destiny. i was brought into this world alone and i will leave this world alone. and it's time for me to once again except that.