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Hai. Long time no chat!
Things have been up and down. Mostly with myself.
Ty and I are great! Our 2 year anniversary is in a couple weeks and i couldn't be happier.
The past 2 weeks I've been pretty good emotionally, which is good. Because the first month living on my own was one of the hardest months of my life. But I did it, I got through it.
Although it feels like I'm doing good right now, I'm scared its because i'm doing something else. Making me feel in control. I wish I was stupid and didnt realize these things, because it just makes me feel worse knowing I could do something to make it better.
IDK if that makes sense.
But i'm sort of scared.
I need to get a hold on myself.
Things have been up and down. Mostly with myself.
Ty and I are great! Our 2 year anniversary is in a couple weeks and i couldn't be happier.
The past 2 weeks I've been pretty good emotionally, which is good. Because the first month living on my own was one of the hardest months of my life. But I did it, I got through it.
Although it feels like I'm doing good right now, I'm scared its because i'm doing something else. Making me feel in control. I wish I was stupid and didnt realize these things, because it just makes me feel worse knowing I could do something to make it better.
IDK if that makes sense.
But i'm sort of scared.
I need to get a hold on myself.