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Ryan got a facebook today. I don't know why but it honestly freaks me the fuck out. It sounds stupid, but the internet was almost my little land where ryan never made it. It was my only part of my life that he wasn't there. It was my stupid escape, noone knew who he was, and from an outsiders view, noone even knew i dated him on and off for a year and a half.
ugh, I need to write a 4pg paper, study for my last final tmrw, and pack. Oh and leave for home for an entire month. And now this all I can think about. I dont want him, fucking at all. It just freaks me the fuck out.
sorry random rant.
on the plus side.
IM ALMOST DONE WITH THIS SEMESTER!
ugh, I need to write a 4pg paper, study for my last final tmrw, and pack. Oh and leave for home for an entire month. And now this all I can think about. I dont want him, fucking at all. It just freaks me the fuck out.
sorry random rant.
on the plus side.
IM ALMOST DONE WITH THIS SEMESTER!