i hate pedophiles
err/ its still christmas and freaking abe just called me. i dont undertstand why he calls me. and he seriously WANTS to meet amber. he calls and metnions that im tactless and blunt to him adn theres a reason for all of that. HE gets on MY NERVES. UGGH. i dont understand this. i really dont mean to shoot out negativity at him, but its just soo tempting. we're not even friends really! we just.. talk at cup o joe.. randomly. i dont know why im so uncomfortable with this but i just really dont want amber to have to deal with him. she'll probabaly look past all his negativity and overflow of self-pity and get married to him. i hate how he feels sorry for himself all the time then tries to logically blame it on society and circumstance. arrgh. im goingto call arielle. shes the only one i wont feel bad intruding today cuz shes jewish.