Life......
Okay so this past weekend....
Went to the three doors down/staind/breaking benjamin concert had an amazing time, great show, well worth the money. If you wanna know more.... ask lol.
wedding on saturday for my cousin heather, 50th anniversary party for my grandparents on sunday. SUnday night went up to camp and got to see Sheri, hadn't seen her in over 2 years, it was good catching up with her, she's got so many big decisions ahead of her....
So ya, I've been set on going to florida next june permanently, but today at work I def decided that is what's going to happen. I ran into 1 of my fellow high school graduates who is now married, finished school, and has a career, and i started thinking about others who are starting careers and looking like they will have a bright future. Then I looked at myself and I just feel like I'm going nowhere.....
I talked to LIsa earlier tonight and she kinda feels the same way I do. She said a few of her friends want to do it and she wants to try it again(the disney program). and so it looks like we may all be living together down there. Trey is finishing up EMT school this year and he is considering coming too, and now Grubb is showing interest, so it looks like I may be bringing a few friends along with me lol. But this is the big step I need to make in my life. I will hopefully get an advanced internship, so any loose credits can be filled by that, and it'll also give me the opportunity to get my foot in the door as far as a job goes. I'm supposed to finish school this year, but we shall see how that goes. I may have to do a few courses at a community college down there or something no big deal. But being down there was honestly the best decision and the best time of my life. I have found a new exciting place with so many people and lots of opportunity. We shall see what happens in this coming year but I feel as if it is almost holding me back from startoing my life. I am getting older, I know I am still young but I don't want to be 30 single, with no career ion front of me. the future scares me and I just want to get on with living my life. I want to go now, btu I know if I do that I will fail. I must finish this year and then I can finally get started. I am hopeful that things will go well. we shall see..........
Went to the three doors down/staind/breaking benjamin concert had an amazing time, great show, well worth the money. If you wanna know more.... ask lol.
wedding on saturday for my cousin heather, 50th anniversary party for my grandparents on sunday. SUnday night went up to camp and got to see Sheri, hadn't seen her in over 2 years, it was good catching up with her, she's got so many big decisions ahead of her....
So ya, I've been set on going to florida next june permanently, but today at work I def decided that is what's going to happen. I ran into 1 of my fellow high school graduates who is now married, finished school, and has a career, and i started thinking about others who are starting careers and looking like they will have a bright future. Then I looked at myself and I just feel like I'm going nowhere.....
I talked to LIsa earlier tonight and she kinda feels the same way I do. She said a few of her friends want to do it and she wants to try it again(the disney program). and so it looks like we may all be living together down there. Trey is finishing up EMT school this year and he is considering coming too, and now Grubb is showing interest, so it looks like I may be bringing a few friends along with me lol. But this is the big step I need to make in my life. I will hopefully get an advanced internship, so any loose credits can be filled by that, and it'll also give me the opportunity to get my foot in the door as far as a job goes. I'm supposed to finish school this year, but we shall see how that goes. I may have to do a few courses at a community college down there or something no big deal. But being down there was honestly the best decision and the best time of my life. I have found a new exciting place with so many people and lots of opportunity. We shall see what happens in this coming year but I feel as if it is almost holding me back from startoing my life. I am getting older, I know I am still young but I don't want to be 30 single, with no career ion front of me. the future scares me and I just want to get on with living my life. I want to go now, btu I know if I do that I will fail. I must finish this year and then I can finally get started. I am hopeful that things will go well. we shall see..........