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I'm in biology with a few minutes to spare so I figured I'd give a little update. I've called off drama with 90% of people who had a problem with me so now I'm living life happily without fighting and shit talking. I have things to be happy about and things to be sad about, but let me just say that it is amazing that I truly don't give a shit what people think of me anymore, otherwise I probably would've killed myself by now. It's funny, when I was 15 I felt that everyone hated me, people actually loved me... and now people hate me and miss the "old" Morgan and I honestly don't care. I love myself and that's what matters, that's what keeps me alive. I just can't believe people honestly told me for years to not care what other people think and now they're telling me to "listen" to other people.
But my sister put it this way, I just need to find a happy medium. Confident but not arrogant. Sexy but not sleazy. I'll get there eventually. But sorry... for those of you who miss the way I used to be, sad all the time and hating myself and having social anxiety... you're not getting that girl back. That's just selfish of you to ask me to be that way again. Sorry.
and since when was I ever innocent? I've been weird since elementary school o.O don't say stuff about me unless you've known me since I was a child. That's ridiculous.
But my sister put it this way, I just need to find a happy medium. Confident but not arrogant. Sexy but not sleazy. I'll get there eventually. But sorry... for those of you who miss the way I used to be, sad all the time and hating myself and having social anxiety... you're not getting that girl back. That's just selfish of you to ask me to be that way again. Sorry.
and since when was I ever innocent? I've been weird since elementary school o.O don't say stuff about me unless you've known me since I was a child. That's ridiculous.