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I think things are going good these days.
School is definitely good. Something about this class made me realize that my old high school way of thinking about school where I try to give them as little of myself as possible was denying me a lot of potential good shit. I don't think I've felt this excited about what I was doing in school (as opposed to just the information I was gaining) since elementary school. By the time I return to school in fall I need to know my major and not be switching around any more. The three candidates are Anthropology, Conservation and Resource Studies, and Forestry and Resource Management. These days I lean towards anthro.
Been thinking a lot about God lately. Especially since my last acid trip. Especially in what ways Judaism might be compatible with my conception of God, a particular in which I have made little progress. But Judaism is the sideshow to the real event, and the real event is good.
If there's one problem its the nagging feeling that I'm about to turn 20 and am essentially an overgrown child.
School is definitely good. Something about this class made me realize that my old high school way of thinking about school where I try to give them as little of myself as possible was denying me a lot of potential good shit. I don't think I've felt this excited about what I was doing in school (as opposed to just the information I was gaining) since elementary school. By the time I return to school in fall I need to know my major and not be switching around any more. The three candidates are Anthropology, Conservation and Resource Studies, and Forestry and Resource Management. These days I lean towards anthro.
Been thinking a lot about God lately. Especially since my last acid trip. Especially in what ways Judaism might be compatible with my conception of God, a particular in which I have made little progress. But Judaism is the sideshow to the real event, and the real event is good.
If there's one problem its the nagging feeling that I'm about to turn 20 and am essentially an overgrown child.