Fini

[paganini]

This will more than likely be Paganini's last entry, written not by himself but by the actual flesh and blood Dusty. Paganini passed away last night for the second time, the first time being yesterday morning on my bathroom floor. The paramedics and I brought him back, but he was not able to maintain blood pressure, and thankfully his family didn

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[black__orchid]

Hi Dusty,

thanks for posting this. you will be in my thoughts.

-judith

[black__orchid]

Dusty and Michael

[paganini]

Jill, please don't consider yourself one of the anonami (what is the plural to anonmyous?) that I spoke of. Please feel free to call the home or cell number--or actually, I'll call you.

[black__orchid]

thank you for calling dusty. i'm sorry that i didn't say a lot, i was pretty much choking on my own words. i know that michael's sister wants to talk with you, so hopefully she'll be able to get a hold of you. thank you for taking care of michael, i always wanted to tell you that. i'm glad he had you for a friend. i know you did what you could. i know that. and i know you didn't mean that i was one of those mean anonymous posters. i only post that way in here because i have to. when michael and i divorced, we took each other off of one another's journal friend's lists and banned one another too. funny, petty stuff like that, doesn't amount to shit anymore does it? i miss him dusty, i had no idea i would after all that has happened. i feel so guilty for not doing better at keeping elliot in contact with him.

[paganini]

Judith,
He had such a great time with you folk in Boston, services are 11:00 a.m. our time tomorrow, so if you could manage a moment to give him a thought, it would be appreciated.

Dusty

P.S.-Kissed him on the forehead for all of us that cared.

[black__orchid]

you posting and replying means quite a lot to me, and i imagine to everyone else. it can't be easy But i really appreciate it.

i went to my favourite place in the world this week and i thought about michael. especially when he kissed me on the streetcorner. it was a cheesey movie moment But it was really sweet.

The kiss

[paganini]

Cheesy movie moment as it may have been, he talked about that kiss for six months!