sometimes it hits me like a kick in the teeth

[pagan_spirit]

And I hear her calling to me. "Come home, my child, come home. Your place is here, in the mountains and on the shore. This land of the rising sun is your home."

But this is also my home. Once again, I am homesick for a home I have never been to. It's not fun, but it's alright. I suppose I'll live.

It's not like things here are all that bad;). Hehehe...I love being me right now!!