it's just so frustrating
I hate the fact that it's possible for life to be great and suck at the same time. I'm happy, really happy. And I'm like one step away from having everything just the way I want it. It's just that it's a big step and I don't know how to take it. I know it sounds confusing, but to those who know, it will make sense. I just don't know what to do. I see the end, I see what it is that I want, I just don't know how to go about getting it. And it's driving me mad. I'm wallking on eggshells so I don't ruin the progress I've made thus far, and I feel like I've got some sort of time limit, like if I don't make my move, I'll lose. And I'm so close that I can't risk losing. I'm so damned frustrated. I'm so fucking close!!