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so sometimes I wonder if people can tell when I am seriously hitting on them -- I mean, there are definitely people I will playfully flirt with, but sometimes I wonder if there are people that yes, I do want to kiss a whole bunch, but because I flirt with everyone they can't tell.
or they can tell, they aren't interested, but playful flirting is still fun.
also: the part of my brain that thought people were "out of my league", especially the part that automatically assumes that if you are a performer, I should not flirt with you, is dumb. I wish I had realized that years ago.
SPWF was a really good time, though. very supportive of my narrative theory of life.