"She's tired of smiling madly, until silence becomes very silently a noise in her mind..."
My emotional center was finally back... I was starting to slip yesterday evening, felt my senses twist and turn... But, I got lots of sleep, woke up refreshed, even remembered having a dream (though I didn't remember what the dream was), then listened to Enigma on the way to work... I was finally at peace with myself... And then... all sorts of stuff fell down on me all at once... This just sucks, why do I suck so much?
I wish I were more like other people... Maybe then, so many people in my life wouldn't slip away from me... It just hurts to constantly lose people...
I'm going to do what I can to regain my inner balance today... I've been working too hard to get myself out of the slump I was in to fall back into it again... Even if I'm only grasping at straws today... I have to try...
I wish I were more like other people... Maybe then, so many people in my life wouldn't slip away from me... It just hurts to constantly lose people...
I'm going to do what I can to regain my inner balance today... I've been working too hard to get myself out of the slump I was in to fall back into it again... Even if I'm only grasping at straws today... I have to try...