"We scream in cathedrals, why can't it be beautiful?"

[padfootsgoddess]

So many feelings right now... almost too many...

I wish I could tame the butterflies in my stomach...
I wish I could take away all of the pain my friends feel and carry it myself...
I wish I could face my emotions instead of hiding behind them...
I wish I could just let myself really start feeling things and not fearing them...
I wish I didn't take everything so personally...
I wish I knew what people were thinking sometimes...
I wish so much wasn't all going on at once in my life...
I wish I could just admit that I really am happy, and not try to find reasons to be unhapppy...

I wish I wasn't so all over the map today...

I wish this entry actually made some logical sense...

I wish...