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after i updated about all the shit thats going on like 30 minutes ago
i read all the entries i ever did
and it makes me so sick to my stomach about the old days
i live so much in the past and wish i could relive those nights again insetad of trying to make better ones
its a huge problem that i have and i cant help doing it with everything just like i do with kinda missing MC
i miss the summer
i miss the wicked funny times i had with dan and joe
i miss hanging out with donovan, beaver and grenahm
i miss fucking around in class with Tj
i miss everything
and im scared to death about the future
and im scared im not gunna have enough fun before its too late
i just feel sad and nervous and i dont know what to do
every weekend i have choices of things to do and i never choose the thing thats going to be the most fun and exciting
i need to change
i need to stop stupid fueds
i need to get along with everyone
i need to start loving you more
i need to stop being scared
i need to start living now
i need to stop regretting decisions
i read all the entries i ever did
and it makes me so sick to my stomach about the old days
i live so much in the past and wish i could relive those nights again insetad of trying to make better ones
its a huge problem that i have and i cant help doing it with everything just like i do with kinda missing MC
i miss the summer
i miss the wicked funny times i had with dan and joe
i miss hanging out with donovan, beaver and grenahm
i miss fucking around in class with Tj
i miss everything
and im scared to death about the future
and im scared im not gunna have enough fun before its too late
i just feel sad and nervous and i dont know what to do
every weekend i have choices of things to do and i never choose the thing thats going to be the most fun and exciting
i need to change
i need to stop stupid fueds
i need to get along with everyone
i need to start loving you more
i need to stop being scared
i need to start living now
i need to stop regretting decisions