About flippin time...
Yeah, I might as well update, since it's been awhile since I've had a real update. I mean, not much to say. I don't have any real drama in my life. I did, but it's all gone. She did appologize the other day though. It did make me feel...good. Well, I donno about good, but I really appriciated that she did eventually, after 2 flippin months, decide to appologize (or apolojize in nicole "gangsta" spelling). But I kinda flipped out on her. I told her, "ok here's the deal. I'm trying to forget you, i'm trying to forget a whole year, i'm trying to forget my mistake. Don't ever talk to me, and if you ever see me, don't look at me. I don't want to see your face ever again."
Yes, harsh words. But I ment it 100%. But the reason why I felt bad afterwords is Nikki has this realy stupid stubborness/"pride." She thinks she's Queen shit on turd island. And since she did a wrong, she wouldn't ever be sorry for what she did. So it did take her alot of guts to finally talk to me, and appologize. i don't know if it was sincere or not, if something deep down in her...whatever she has instead of a soul, made her feel bad for what she did and wanted to appologize. She appologized then I just shot her down. Very immature on my part. So i emailed her explaining, and to say that I was sorry too. Maybe she doesn't deserve my sympathy. But she thinks she's having a baby! I hope she names it Nick Jr. ! ha!! would't that be great? That's what you get for unprotected sex you dumb shit. ;)
Yes, harsh words. But I ment it 100%. But the reason why I felt bad afterwords is Nikki has this realy stupid stubborness/"pride." She thinks she's Queen shit on turd island. And since she did a wrong, she wouldn't ever be sorry for what she did. So it did take her alot of guts to finally talk to me, and appologize. i don't know if it was sincere or not, if something deep down in her...whatever she has instead of a soul, made her feel bad for what she did and wanted to appologize. She appologized then I just shot her down. Very immature on my part. So i emailed her explaining, and to say that I was sorry too. Maybe she doesn't deserve my sympathy. But she thinks she's having a baby! I hope she names it Nick Jr. ! ha!! would't that be great? That's what you get for unprotected sex you dumb shit. ;)