Jan 04, 2005 23:58
On a different note, gary and i had a really interesting conversation on girls and trust. I've come to the conclusion that any girl i meet, can't be trusted. They have to earn and develop my trust. All the girls i trusted before Nikki, i still trust. But she really tought me something. Girls lie to get what they want. Before Nikki, i never knew girls could be that cruel. Any one that agrees with her and her morals are just as cruel themselves. But i'm definitely closing myself off to girls when i first meet them. I might crack the door open just a little, so they can see that i'm not the jerk that i've turned into. I've become more cynical, and mean. Like i just don't give two shits. the truth is...alot of the times i really don't. woah, i've turned into a dick! and i love it! (on occations, i do anyway)