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you have been speaking to me lately. i didn't even notice that i was listening. i didn't even think that i was capable of delivering. i am so afraid i am not doing enough. not being enough. of backsliding. of falling short. then your music fell on my ears. i found old songs and old voices who shouted what you had whispered. i didn't realize i was dancing until i heard the music. i miss it.
yes, i'm gonna stand up. stand up and live for you. more than a song. je te promet. peksman.
thanks mom for sending me take it all.