SSDD
Signed up for a Sunday bowling league today because the kids have been looking forward to it all year. I had that same feeling as I sat there, the feeling of not belonging at all. Every time the chick in charge spoke my name, I was surprised.
I had to thank the kids for being patient with me when I'm in my moods. They wanted to do something family, so we went to the mall for ice cream. We got it and promptly left; I passed someone on the road on a double yellow line and only realized what I was doing when I was almost back in my lane. I couldn't wait to get back here, and now that I'm here I just feel incredibly alone again.
Calling another doctor tomorrow.