matt again

Dec 13, 2004 16:26

well matt started his job back up at koney today. but he is so depressed. ok lemme tell u what happened... well last night me and him were just horseing around and he slaped me on the ass twice REALLY hard. i got upset because just the way he did it made me think of a lot of things that happened to me before in past relationships and when i told him this he got soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo upset and depressed. he took it as he hit me, witch i know that was not his intention. he didnt even want me to touch him for a really long time. he was saying that he doesnt deserve me and that he felt like shit and an ass hole and all kinds if shit. i tried to tell him that it was ok and he just wouldnt have it. he didnt want to cuddle nothing. i had to beg him to even look at me in the eyes. he is still really upset about the hole thing and i dont know what to do to make him feel better. any ideas please tell me.....
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