matt
me and matt were talking about 3somes earlier sense im bi it really wouldnt be a problem with me and i know that he has really wanted one with 2 girls before, but im so nurvously poseseive when it comes to that kind of shit i dont know what to do. im really nurvous that ya know what if he gets to into it and starts going after the other girl( even after i told him not touchie between the two of them). i just get so overprotective, jelous, posesive, and controling when it comes to my boyfriend and another girl sexually. he can have as many girls that r friends that he wants even though depending on how pritty they r they might make me nurvous. i just dont know about the hole thing. im really happy about the fact that he trusts me enough to be with another girl. he should know that i wont leave him for her and i know that he wont leave me for another girl eather but still what if he just looses control and starts to do shit with her. i really only know one thing about how i would react i know that i would get up get dressed and go home. and if he didnt stop what he was doing with her and try to stop me from leaving i dont know if i would go back... ever... besides to get my things. i lust love him so much and i dont want to risk anything and im starting to have tears well up in my eyes thinking about the hole thing. well any way earlier matt asked me what i really feel about him and i never really did answer him. but all i can say is that he is the best thing that has ever happened to me. he has no idea how much i really do love him and i know that reading all of this might freak him out but i hope that he can understand. he is so handsome, he has the best personality i have ever found in a guy, he knows how to treat a girl, he is the best in bed i have ever had... ever!!! and sometimes i just sit around and think of what it would be like if me and him did last a long time. he always tell me that he hopes the we can last forever but hey lets just sit back and see what happens...