gir!!!!!!!
man im a lil aggravated right now. i had such a shitty day. me and my mom got into this big ass fight about stupid shit, and all i wanted to do all day is go see matt but i called him to ask him a question and let him know that i was going to be over in a lil wile and he told me that brandon his mom and him were going to go to canada to go to the casino. needless to say i was a lil dissapointed but hey what ya gonna do. he has his own life to live. its just that he knew that i was upset all day long and he knew that i wanted to see him but i know that i cant control his life. i dont want to be a bitch like that. plus now he is going to be mad at me later when he reads this cuz i got sooooooo stressed out that i bought a pack of cigaretts. he hates it wheni smoke and im suposed to be quiting for him. but its so hard to quit for someone else and not yourself. i wish he didnt care so much sometimes but i know that he is doing it cuz he loves me and wants me to be healthy. and i want to do it for him cuz i love him so much. but hey i hope that he will understand about today.