Dec 22, 2005 00:54
well i guess its been a while sense ive posted anything and i dont really know what to say but sometimes matt hurts my feelings without even knowing it or in this case not even being awake. ok that probably sounds really weird but lemme explane.... he has a myspace account (like everyone else on the planet!) and he took this quiz, same one that both sommer and i both did. and well there is a question on there that says "do u want to get married"? and he said "no". well i know that i should nt even think about it cuz thats how he feels now and mybe that could change but anytime marrige comes up he gets the deer in headlights look and changes the subject or he will say "you know how i feel about that" or some stupid shit like that. then there is another part that asks if he has any regrets and he was like yeah 1 and its bad. so what the fuck does that mean!? but i could totally be over anylizing this shit like i tend to do a lot of the time. but i really do see my self marrying him and having a family. idk what to do. some idvise please??????