no sleepy for me!

[pacs_woman]

well i have been up sense 2 pm yesterday and its 742 am so yeah no sleepy for me! oh well im not to worried about it. im bored and figured i'd write a lil. so yeah im in the process of writing matt a letter just for shits and giggles that way he can get it while im camping. i dont really know that im going to do. im not going to see him for a whole week almost. oh well its ok i havent been seeing as much sense he moved back into his house anyway.i got to see him a lil bit yesterday and this morning so its kool. i dont know man.... his mom just has him doing so much shit lately and that always preoccupies him so much that it almost seems like she is doing it so he cant come see me. and now that i dont have a job AGAIN i dont have the means to get out there to see him. i mean it like he has a job he gets gas money he can drive out here some of the time. i dont think thats to much to ask, just a lil time and effort to have my boyfriend come see me.
well i just found out this morning that this guy Adem that Matt works with is a photographer in his free time along with other things.... but i would really like to have some pictures done of me but i dont know if he would and how much he would charge me. plus i never done anyhting like that before so i wouldnt even know where to start as far as hair and makeup go. he told me that he goes through that persons clothes and picks them out for them so i wouldnt have to worry about that. but i think that it would be fun. so yeah im going to sleep now nighty night!