Ahh life
Hmm...intresting life i say
I got back from Amarillo Tues. Night and hung out with Kyle and Jen for a while...prob should have hung out with them for a bit longer but i went to play pool with Kat and Greg. Justin came with me and we played teams...we kicked ass in pool. Well sorta kicked ass..we won i guess i should really say. Which brings up a sad thing...i thought i was much better at pool than i played last night. I used to be able to make bank shots and not even think about it...last night i was having trouble with straight shots...sad times..*tear* Umm...Pepaw is better i think, i havent really heard much from the family since i left but i think that all is going well...they were going to take him off of the ballon pump yesterday and i am not sure how that went but he was eating food again when i left so thats a good sign. And it think that he was off all of the medication that they had him hooked up to..breathing on his own and all so i hope all goes well with the transitioning and such. I did discover while out of town that my family is crazy.
So people scare me...really scare me. Not everyone in general just certain ones i guess. People that are close to me. People that i dont know their intentions. It's like what do people want? I dont know..and thus fear was born in my mind. But i think what i should do is just wait. Just stand. I dont really have to 'do' anything...i dont want to 'do' anything i just want to watch life for a while. I am tired and think that things for the next couple days should just happen around me instead of me actually being involved. No more drama Mary J. I agree! Oh also i saw Taz last night. Taz from high school that was strange...we played fuzz ball and i lost twice..horribly. Oh and to be fair Kat and Greg did beat me and Justin at fuzz ball one game so cheers to them. Which is another strange thing...i hung out with Greg...and it wasnt strange. I have to admit i was real nervous at first. I was real gald that Justin came with me. Great friendly support and all. Mad props for that! :O) Oh yah but back to the blast from the past Taz...i saw him and was thinking, "no way" but in actuality it was a yes way occurance. So we exchanged numbers...not sure i will ever see him again but he is a cool guy. Looked up to him you could say when we were in debate together, even though he had some of the strangest...dumbest theories. But he's a smart guy...looked good too.
Guess thats about it...i gotta go get my tire fixed finally, which raises a question...should i wake Justin up cause he said he was gonna go with me but he looks so tired sleeping there...hmm what to do what to do...
I got back from Amarillo Tues. Night and hung out with Kyle and Jen for a while...prob should have hung out with them for a bit longer but i went to play pool with Kat and Greg. Justin came with me and we played teams...we kicked ass in pool. Well sorta kicked ass..we won i guess i should really say. Which brings up a sad thing...i thought i was much better at pool than i played last night. I used to be able to make bank shots and not even think about it...last night i was having trouble with straight shots...sad times..*tear* Umm...Pepaw is better i think, i havent really heard much from the family since i left but i think that all is going well...they were going to take him off of the ballon pump yesterday and i am not sure how that went but he was eating food again when i left so thats a good sign. And it think that he was off all of the medication that they had him hooked up to..breathing on his own and all so i hope all goes well with the transitioning and such. I did discover while out of town that my family is crazy.
So people scare me...really scare me. Not everyone in general just certain ones i guess. People that are close to me. People that i dont know their intentions. It's like what do people want? I dont know..and thus fear was born in my mind. But i think what i should do is just wait. Just stand. I dont really have to 'do' anything...i dont want to 'do' anything i just want to watch life for a while. I am tired and think that things for the next couple days should just happen around me instead of me actually being involved. No more drama Mary J. I agree! Oh also i saw Taz last night. Taz from high school that was strange...we played fuzz ball and i lost twice..horribly. Oh and to be fair Kat and Greg did beat me and Justin at fuzz ball one game so cheers to them. Which is another strange thing...i hung out with Greg...and it wasnt strange. I have to admit i was real nervous at first. I was real gald that Justin came with me. Great friendly support and all. Mad props for that! :O) Oh yah but back to the blast from the past Taz...i saw him and was thinking, "no way" but in actuality it was a yes way occurance. So we exchanged numbers...not sure i will ever see him again but he is a cool guy. Looked up to him you could say when we were in debate together, even though he had some of the strangest...dumbest theories. But he's a smart guy...looked good too.
Guess thats about it...i gotta go get my tire fixed finally, which raises a question...should i wake Justin up cause he said he was gonna go with me but he looks so tired sleeping there...hmm what to do what to do...