Bilingual Edition
Sis Shindoll died this evening. She was amazing. I really missed her when we moved. She was like my grandmother after mine died. Well i dont know if the relationship was the same on the other end but thats how i saw it. Not that i saw her as much as i wanted to or should have...but emotions are strong and carry across time and location.
Que doloroso!
I tried and tried to get to level 30 today on FFXI but to no avail. It seems that parties in Kazham were just not meant to be on this day. So i sat there waiting and waiting with not enough money to work on crafting. And now as i write this i feel like such a nerd...
Que vacio hueco!
There's just no end to it, it now seems. Which is ok...i have accepted that it will be there the rest of my life. That doesnt mean i am now post-revelation stronger...just more aware. And sometimes realizing your flaws and fear only makes it easier to fall into their support. Since Thomas' last night i have been thinking about it alot...alot. And not that i hadnt before, but these new thoughts lead to memories...which of course lead to either regret, remorse, or refusal. Poof be gone!
Que eminente!
Justin's a cool guy. I think people should just get the freak off of his back. I dont know...not that i know who is justified and who isnt...but good lord what does persistant baggering accomplish?
hmm...
Donde estas chico? Que triste...sin ayuda. No es importante los resultados, Halla libertad!
El burro sabe mas que tu! Que crees? En el verdad de todos, mi vida...nunca-mente (<--that phrase is a joke) que molesto!
On the brighter side...i had the best burger today and watched Angels in America with Kristine finally. She liked it, i liked it, we all rejoiced properly!
Que doloroso!
I tried and tried to get to level 30 today on FFXI but to no avail. It seems that parties in Kazham were just not meant to be on this day. So i sat there waiting and waiting with not enough money to work on crafting. And now as i write this i feel like such a nerd...
Que vacio hueco!
There's just no end to it, it now seems. Which is ok...i have accepted that it will be there the rest of my life. That doesnt mean i am now post-revelation stronger...just more aware. And sometimes realizing your flaws and fear only makes it easier to fall into their support. Since Thomas' last night i have been thinking about it alot...alot. And not that i hadnt before, but these new thoughts lead to memories...which of course lead to either regret, remorse, or refusal. Poof be gone!
Que eminente!
Justin's a cool guy. I think people should just get the freak off of his back. I dont know...not that i know who is justified and who isnt...but good lord what does persistant baggering accomplish?
hmm...
Donde estas chico? Que triste...sin ayuda. No es importante los resultados, Halla libertad!
El burro sabe mas que tu! Que crees? En el verdad de todos, mi vida...nunca-mente (<--that phrase is a joke) que molesto!
On the brighter side...i had the best burger today and watched Angels in America with Kristine finally. She liked it, i liked it, we all rejoiced properly!