from an ancient spring in Keller, Texas

[pacoschpazz]

Today was deemed Thomas and I day because i have really seen him in awhile and we were gonna spend the day together to make up for lost time and catch up. Well I was getting some grief from him b/c i had planned on spending from like 10am to 10pm with him and he i guess wanted to hang out even past the 10pm and such, which is cool but i had plans with Kristine to watch Angels in America...so now it has become a battle of promises. Which when i told Thomas last night i may have to cancel the night time he gave me so much crap about it that today...unknown to him...i have cancelled with Kristine. However the promise from Thomas was that he would call me right when he woke up and we would go get some lunch and begin the day of adventure...Well it was 1:30pm and i figured, "Wow if he's asleep he should really be woken up" so i called him. Low and behold was he asleep..no...but out with his parents or something and had been for a while...which then all the guilt i had felt left me. There was no trace of guilt when it said, "I will give you a call when we are done...Hmm looks like the guy who was all upset b/c i was pushing him aside supposedly for someone else has done that to me...No guilt i say.

On other news i talked to Jeff last night...for a while. I talked to him while at Mama Margies for a while but then called him back when i got home. This boy is just crazy i think. Give it up turn it loose ya know. I am in the same position but life must go on. I dont know...i mean really thats what it boils down to past the puns and quips that we throw at each other...i just dont know what to tell him...
OH WELL