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i give up...i cannot talk to people. ijust talk...i cannot handle my own life..soy un wreck. if i were put in charge of a company of troops, theyd all be dead in five minutes...im not saying im a filure or anything, so dont be all commenting "ur great alex! we loveya!" i really apppreciate it, but im all good..just venting...if i were head of the circus the elephants would die from inhaling fumes from their own crap cuz i would have forgot to hire people to clean their stalls..but at least i bought a ticket to homecoming this year!!! [APPLAUSE] baby steps.i feel like a secret agent sent by the stupid people to see what IB's all about cuz i cant see how i fit the bill here..but that's not the issue here. the issue is how i screw with people..i cant talk to people. messin up...like see i cant even directly email the poor girl to tell her wats up cuz i dont noe what to say s o i puss my way outta it by launching a general LJ entry and hoping she gets it..ha! brilliinaT! THAT way i'll never have any balls or have to talk to anyone directly ever!! i amaze myself.. some poeple from the past have come chargin in lately trying to cozy up now that nothin else is going on..interesting..the hot ones are always the craziest..must focus..settle it now...
lovin it...its high school people!! lets have some dang fun...im off to swim in the river
lovin it...its high school people!! lets have some dang fun...im off to swim in the river