wisdom.
wow that was quick.... I'm here trancing out the best i can... got my goa-trance looping... It's working... thinking about the universe... thinking about why i'm here... why i came here. Why i choose to exist duelisticly... When in fact it seems that my whole life is the search for oneness and wholelistic centered existance. There is a demon in us all here... Buddha refered to it as "Mara" it tells us things that are... backwards. Litteraly... I think i came here to trance out and become a qi wizard. Find ecstacy, balance. But wouldn't that be Heaven? Wouldn't that be simply returning to the source? Therefore why am I here? To return? Is this just a bigger cycle within myself? Death and life... simply a deulistic expression of my body... like my left and right arm? I whom actually is resting between both? Whoah... like night and day.. happy and unhappy. Buddha said the cycles can be all trancended... by finding oneness. And then you trancend... move on to a "larger" cycle of being.
The Tao says: We must leave competition behind to follow the way of Tao which trancends our ability to mesaure. . . I was wondering tonight if leaving competition behind was just an act to stop loosing.... I mean it works... you can't loose if you don't contend. But, is it perhaps possible to contend and not loose....? But when we contend... we loose centeredness... we loose oneness. .. so there isn't a way to contend and not loose because as soon as you contend... you've lost.
Perhaps we ARE ecstacy. And what we think we are "now" day to day is simply another deceptive thought that you let go of during meditation. Like boats on a river.. just floating by. Which thus means... that everything i'm saying is... not the truth. Because the truth...
I'm mostly writing this just to organize... Why am i writing you? why ask why. There is no why... there just is isness. Hesitation is a blockage of energy i must let go and flow....
Trance dance...
-ZTM
The Tao says: We must leave competition behind to follow the way of Tao which trancends our ability to mesaure. . . I was wondering tonight if leaving competition behind was just an act to stop loosing.... I mean it works... you can't loose if you don't contend. But, is it perhaps possible to contend and not loose....? But when we contend... we loose centeredness... we loose oneness. .. so there isn't a way to contend and not loose because as soon as you contend... you've lost.
Perhaps we ARE ecstacy. And what we think we are "now" day to day is simply another deceptive thought that you let go of during meditation. Like boats on a river.. just floating by. Which thus means... that everything i'm saying is... not the truth. Because the truth...
I'm mostly writing this just to organize... Why am i writing you? why ask why. There is no why... there just is isness. Hesitation is a blockage of energy i must let go and flow....
Trance dance...
-ZTM