i feeL like shiT!... actually wOrse than shiT!
so i feel worse than shit today. argh... boo on my sore throat, throbbin headache, n stuffy nose. boo on all that.
today was job shadow day... i went to the Taylor Teen Health Center. it was very interesting. talked about psychology n social work a lot. so it was interesting since im still not too sure exactly what i want to do at college.
sadies is this friday. pretty excited yet sad @ the same time. its my last sadies. how freakin' awful! god this year is flyin by. n right now i hate it. oh im goin w. zachariah. :) i dont think i mentioned that. so we'll have fun. n of course we'll be hangin out w. everyone... all our friends fer our last sadies together. boooooo! :(
had a really nice talk w. a good friend last night. i wish i could find exactly what i want. i wish i knew exactly what would make me happy. n the things i do know that would make me happy - yeah i wish they were possible. but i just dont think they are. i feel like i cant get attached to anybody here becos i am leavin fer sure in less than year fer college. so isnt it pointless? or am i being stupid? g'z i get so confused. i wish i knew what i was aposed to want n need n love n like. but i dont.
so if u have any suggestions or comments that would help me out here... please please please leave 'em n let me know.
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today was job shadow day... i went to the Taylor Teen Health Center. it was very interesting. talked about psychology n social work a lot. so it was interesting since im still not too sure exactly what i want to do at college.
sadies is this friday. pretty excited yet sad @ the same time. its my last sadies. how freakin' awful! god this year is flyin by. n right now i hate it. oh im goin w. zachariah. :) i dont think i mentioned that. so we'll have fun. n of course we'll be hangin out w. everyone... all our friends fer our last sadies together. boooooo! :(
had a really nice talk w. a good friend last night. i wish i could find exactly what i want. i wish i knew exactly what would make me happy. n the things i do know that would make me happy - yeah i wish they were possible. but i just dont think they are. i feel like i cant get attached to anybody here becos i am leavin fer sure in less than year fer college. so isnt it pointless? or am i being stupid? g'z i get so confused. i wish i knew what i was aposed to want n need n love n like. but i dont.
so if u have any suggestions or comments that would help me out here... please please please leave 'em n let me know.
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