Apr 18, 2009 03:48
Next year is going to be great. I am looking forward to so much.
Next year won't happen if i don't get the things I need to get done, done.
There are no shortcuts, There just aren't any, The heat can't get to me, lazy nights can't get to me.
I love this life and mills too much to lose it.
I seem to always learn things the hard way, still i have yet to fully actualize many of those lessons.
The next weeks are going to be my test. Am I responsible enough to make it? I know i am, but i still doubt it.
Mom and Dad never really belived in me. I failed too many times and then they gave up and started looking towards my sister as the most successful.
I believe that happiness is life. I have never been more happy than I have at mills.
My life is here.
My love is here.
I have a family here
This too is home.
Now i am fighting for my home.