What's the point?

Feb 07, 2005 21:45

Why do teenagers care about such trival matters? I feel like our lives are so fake.
I have realized that trying to have a relationship is pointless. They always fall for my friends and I always end up serving as the go between. I guess I better get use to it though right? All most guys are after is beauty, so why would they even give me a fleeting chance? Let's see, maybe if I spent an hour on my hair and actually wore makeup it would do something. But I want someone that respects me for my intelligence, my honest, my heart, and my personality. I can look just as good as the next girl if I try, but is that really what I want? "Life is not about fitting in, its about STANDING OUT!! I have also reached the conclusion that guys take away from my volleyball time and the time that I could be hitting the gym or hitting my books, because in all honesty a college scholarship is the only motivation in my life right now. I am completely steadfast in saying that I AM NOT GOING TO WASTE MY TIME. I don't need anyone else. I can stand by myself. I have everything I need right now, my life is fantastic, so why do I give a crap? I don't.
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