Long time no speak.
I have not writen in this thing in soo many months. I am supposed to be in creative writing right now working on a fantasy fiction but I cant seem to focus. It's the last day of break finally. I have to go to work tonight but I don't have to close. I have most of my college applications in except for five towns which I have to write the application for, but right now I feel content with my life right now. Sure, there is always the little things that I want to make better in my life,...like dedicating my life more to Triangle and DeMolay and waking my ass up. Its in the middle of my senior year and I feel I am at a crossroads. I feel like I have lived 100 years and I am only 17. I am taking time as usual with everything and expecting the unexpected, but I still feel like there is something missing in my life.
Alex is home for Christmas, which I am greatful for. I miss my brother constantly. I feel like that me and him have gotten closer through the years and I was hanging out with him and Gio lastnight. We were just talking about the most random things and Gio almost started crying. He couldn't believe that I am actually growing up.
I hope to keep writing in ths more often... I totally forgot I had one of these..
Well I am gonna go.. i gotta finish my paper..