Hello...Goodbye...The Story of my life

Sep 14, 2005 10:25

What can I say I chose this lifestyle. And no I;m not complaining or trying to make ANYONE feel bad for me! I'm just fustrated, fustrated at everytyhing. Espically the NAVY!! But hey I need to get over it. I just hate the fact that I just said Hello and yesterday I had to day Goodbye.....already. I can't really go to anyone for comfort I mean what can they do....NOTHING. So let me tell you

We finally are moved in to out apartment in SD :) Yay!! finally out of the desert. Cippy went and checked in on Monday and what did he come home to tell me?!?...."Hey baby...HUmmmm my ship is leaving tomorrow morning until Friday or so" I kept me cool because I know it's NOT his fault it's his job. But he could tell by my attutude that I was sad, upset, bothered, irritated. But I just tryed to go on with my day.

Everyone I talk yo they say it dosent get any better you just get used to it. I just can't see getting used to my husband leaving all the time....but thousands of women do it everyday so I can too. I must say though I didnt know I was gonna be this bored, Lonley, sad, ugggghh!

Another thing I don't understand is that I don't know when exactly he's comming home! WYF?!? I just think that ridiclous....so Again I'm gonna work my days around the Navy and when he's ready to come home I'll run down there and get him. Wow I hope this gets a little better :/

-Erica
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