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So we hung out
it was lovely
we drank tea and discussed the state of the world
and
i didn't lust for him
we're friends
i am so happy
i never wanted to feel that way
it amde me uncomfortable
i just liking meeting new people
it was nice though
to be able to realise
realise what i am
and
realise what we are to each other
and he loves one thing to much
K
and he will never truely love another until he's let go of this part of his life
but, then i realised that i love another
and that we may not have that instant lust
but our bond was instantly greater than lust
YES!