ubber depressing last trip to boise

[pachico]

yah hi every one i guess im writing in my journal now to apoligise to every one about my last trip[ to boise and i hope mandas mom and dada got that note it was suposed to make things better for her but probablu didnt i think im going to call her parents and try to get them out of trouble some more i dont care if that means i go to court or jail or any thing it doesnt matter i owe her mnore then that any way and if she ever does read that the last thing i said to her on the phone wasnt for any other reson then to just tell her if she still woried about it. but yah no more opining up for me any more manda can kinda tell why i dont and i didint mean to get them in trouble but yah i guess i cant do any harm to them any more sence im never going back to boise again but id like to thank every one especialy manda cause if i do any thing with my life no matter how big or how small its cause of the person she made me and i realy never said thank you for that well time to strut this out alone from now on. and im not looking for simpathy this is kinda the only way i have of letting things out so please dont reply saying im here for you man cause realy no ofence but thats not what i need but any ways goodbye
p.s. im not running any more ill be here if some one ever needs to talk ill just wait